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Monday, May 01, 2006

it's been quite some time since i post something long. went to celebrate minglong's birthday yest. had our lunch at orchard swensons. the food thr isnt that great, but after eating my share i was very full. i lost appetite to eat and thus making my appetite smaller..
then we went to walk about the area and then proceeded to play snooker and pool at cineleisure. boring game as usual perhaps i just don have to mood to do anything. im just putting up a mask fer everybody to see.. but one shouldn't look sulky and moody during one's birthday so a mask would be a perfect choice..

after playing i went to cornation plaza at bukit timah thr to have my dinner with my family and some of my relatives. i turned vegetarian fer that nyte.. ate at some vegetarian restuarant and again, i couldnt eat much prolly due to lost appetite. now i think i've slimmed down.. hah. i think im in a not so desirable health condition. it's deteriorating and it's true :((((

then went to meet them at minglong's house to cut the birthday cake. it's a crystal jade black forest cake.. yumyum! then we went to dhouby gout to play lan till 3am.. it's a waste of money but thrs nothing betta to do. then we walked from dhoby gout to peninsular plaza to play lan again .. ugh but this time they don have com so only 4 of us played. i was excluded.. the night past and im still waiting.. nobodi knows what im waiting fer. however i still continued to wait.. soon it's ard five six plus.. fatigue sets in and i just wanted to go home and rest. even fer now.. im having headache and im still coughing badly. like i said .. it's deteriorating :(((
perhaps the reaper will come a little earli this christmas.. when death held onto my hands..

took cab back with jiahao and yongming cos we're staying at bishan area. then just travelled and rest in the cab. yongming's place was fucked up so the cab had to detour to go to my place..
rch hm shortly and took my medication. even the timing fer my medication is mixed up, i don follow the timing to eat. then the reply came.. and i was kinda happy fer a moment and i went to bed peacefully...









i supposed thrs smooth and rough times in a relationnship. thrs bound to be certain disputes over certain issues, but i think when we're willing to solve sth tgt, the boat will continue sailing.
it's a give-and-take thing .. it'll be fair this way.
to path to create a win-win situation.. ((((((:

happy 3rd month together..
adoring u still always... (((((((:

loves <3


5:08 PM



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xiangming
currently nineteen
studying in singapore polytechnic
possesses dual personalities
detests the world
you won't know what's behind my plastic mask
your misery - my joy

oh how loved

durians.
cars.
speed lover.
suzuki swift.
star gazing.
try all kinds of food except bugs.
random choices are exciting.
gross stuff especially food.
animals.
brothers, sisters and buddies.
messy environment.
daydreaming.
family.
procrastinating.
extreme stunts.

mirage

class 3 licence.
start driving.
reddish brown hair
get my diploma.
enter NUS.
bolster
be a fighter pilot.
guy laroche wallet.
weird gadgets.
samurai sword.
a birthday kiss.

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